In my blaze attitude , my love was hidden from you and me. Now months later the pangs of heart break , haunt me
I’m lost in memories , that no longer hold any meaning for you . I try to recall my attitude but I’m left only with the drowning knowledge
I’ve lost you and I don’t know why. In my naïveté my love was mistaken for childish infatuation
Now when it’s too late , Wisdom arrives to taunt
me . Each memory brings fresh understanding and the deepest sense of loss . I attempt to awaken from this nightmare but only seem to sink deeper into the quagmire of despair
Somehow i lost myself .