Gosh , i seriously dont understand what's the hell is going on . Everything changed so fast in just a month . FEDUP , and am not being emo or what . Is not that i never try . I tried a lot times ald , but in the end , what result is that ? getting scolded . OH GOD . Enough . Sometimes i feel that , no matter how much i change , i am still not that type of girl . Neither a sporty nor a girl who know how to take care of herself . Damn it , i am locking my blog now .